Have you ever gotten to the place in your life where you need a drastic change? Well I have and I need to do something about it. I have been unhappy with my weight for a very long time. I can tell this is affecting my life. So once again I am going to do something about this feeling. I don’t like being unhappy. About anything. There has been several things that has contributed to my weight gain, depression, and unhappiness with myself. If it weren’t for my family I would be worse than I am. But I have a loving, devoted husband and a wonderful family. As I sit here typing this I wonder what I will do to lose the weight. I have no idea, no plan. I am going to take one day at a time. This blog is for my accountability and my thoughts, triumphs and defeats. Hopefully more triumphs than defeats. So I will see what tomorrow brings. In 2008 I joined Weight Watchers and in three months I lost 15 pounds. Then I gained it back and then some in 2009 when my oldest Son was killed in Afghanistan. Since then I have struggled with a lot of things. I have no energy, no desire to do anything. And I know my Son would not be happy with this but at the present I can’t get past it. I want to remain as anonymous as possible for now. I have my lunch packed for work tomorrow. Four oz. of pork and green peas with broccoli salad. There is a WW meeting tomorrow. I haven’t decided if I am going or not. I feel as I need the accountability of the meetings.I have tried the online version one time since 2009 but with no luck. That is why I think I need the meetings. So I will probably make a last minute decision tomorrow. I will blog about it tomorrow.
Goodnight for now,
2beskinnyagain
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